Nothing Lasts Forever

Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts Forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Two tears in a bucket...

Lil down these days. Not much in the way of a love life :-(
Then again, this may explain why I am back down to 132.5. I guess this is a good thing

Some of Ne-Yo's songs really speak to me at this time...

"Time"

How come you don't make time for me anymore
That's the last thing she said to you
And now when you call she don't answer anymore
Or the line is busy and you can't get through

In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
To someone who takes the time

Her love wasn't a priority to you
You had other things on your mind
And now that it's much to little and so far too late
The busy signals all that's left behind
You're all alone

Hey, no one knows what they have until they don't
And by then it doesn't matter anymore
You're all alone
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Actually, I'm the one who feels alone...

And when you are sick...

all you eat is soup. I have a cold today, and my appetite is not great, but on this diet you are required to eat anyway so your metabolism does not slow.

So I've been sticking with the plan, I just have to save my workout for tomorrow...maybe. The workout for this plan is pretty light compared to what I am used to, but I think it is because you are eating so little food they don't want you to pass out. :-D

Nap time!

Diet update

Started the diet on Monday and am very happy to report that I have lost 1.5 lbs! I am even, at this time... "retaining water".

Monday starting weight - 138.5
Friday weight - 137.0

I guess it is working! I have not seen the scale move for months. In August 2006, I was 147 and steadily gaining more and more. Since then, I've been exercising like crazy and dropping some weight, but I had not altered my eating habits except to eliminate soda and try to eat "healthier". I was really becoming more fit, that is for sure, but I've developed a stocky, muscular body and am now aiming for a leaner body.

Goals this week: - Lose 3 lbs.
Reward - nice new purse!

Wish me luck! - T

Wedding countdown

I have a little over a month to lose 10 lbs. I hope I can do it. On Saturday morning I happened to catch an infomercial for a weight loss program. After researching it, I'm going to try it. It sounds a lot like when I was on Jenny Craig and I believe I have to have a plan to follow. The meal plan looks really good. Jenny was good, but I was starving aaaall the time and salads were getting extremely boring. I've set up this site to track my progress and if all goes well, I will tell the world about the product! For now, we'll keep it all secret :-D